TFL HMONG SHAMAN

One moment I was myself. And then I was gone. One moment I was laying down asleep, and the next I was in Golgotha. Something seized over my body and pulled me into one of the most horrifying and sorrowful experiences I have ever experienced. I was no longer simply witnessing the crucifixion of Jesus Christ, I was inside it. I was beneath the cross and upon it at the same time. I could feel the suffering moving through my flesh as though it belonged to me. I remember the nail

As a child, I knew I was different. There was a constant feeling that something was missing, that I didn’t quite belong anywhere. I carried a quiet loneliness I didn’t have words for yet, just a deep sense that there was more to life than what I was seeing. I struggled to fit in, especially with boys my age. Their way of being felt foreign to me. I was drawn instead to spaces that felt gentler and more emotionally open. Even then, I was deeply affected by other people’s pain.

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